Mural part 4

Here are some recent pictures of the mural. The first one was from this weekend and the second one is what it looks like right now. Painting is definitely bringing me peace and I am really enjoying it.

In other news:

First, I want to send a HUGE thank you and lots of HUGS to all the wonderful women who sent me kind words and encouragement after my last post. It means so much to me. It really did help. I am still a little down but to know there are such amazing women out there going through this with me and supporting me through it helps. And any time you need me to return the hugs or encouragement I will be there for sure.

Second, the reason I am still down is yes adoption related. I am having to readjust my expectations again. It now appears that my chances of seeing a picture of my baby before the end of the year are next to none. It could happen but is very unlikely. There is some speculation that we will most likely wait at least 12 months for a referral which for us is January. I am still hoping to be home with baby by Mother's Day next year or maybe my birthday also in May. I don't know if that will happen but that is what I am hoping for.

There aren't a lot of answers as to why things are the way they are. Such is International Adoption and this leads to lots of frustration. I know I am strong enough to deal with this but it isn't easy. I am just going to take a deep breath and keep myself VERY busy and hopefully the next few months just fly on by.