Reality

Time sure is getting away from me....

So what is my reality. I have been deep in thought and still trying to figure out this whole stay at home mom and parent to two girls thing.

Thankfully just when things were seemingly a little too much and I was at a breaking point, I spent the weekend with some pretty amazing women. It was our annual Lucky Cast Club mom's weekend. These 6 other women were just what I needed. I have never laughed or cried as much as I did in this one weekend.

I never envisioned that I  would meet such truly beautiful and endearing friends for life in the halls of a hospital. We truly are just a bunch of moms but we all get each other. It was so nice to step away from the laundry, the dishes, the new mostly gluten free diet for Katie, the poopy diapers, the whining, the mess and just be me. Not mom me. Just me.

I needed it more than I knew and yet felt a little guilty for going. Katiehas been home 3 months but I needed a break. I needed to be with my friends. I needed the support, the listening that only true girl friends can provide. Don't get me wrong my husband is beyond great but sometimes you just need some girl time.